Thursday, April 15, 2010
While I'm thrilled beyond words to finally be living up to my blog's name, I'm having a sort of identity crisis right now. I started this blog in 2008 to record my thoughts during my first pregnancy. Well, we all know that didn't go well. Then I abandoned the blog for a long time (mostly because I forgot my login information), and when I started blogging again it was all about TTC and infertility.
I've really come to enjoy all of my followers and your comments and I look forward to reading each and every one of them. But I know that so many of you are also experiencing infertility and I know from my own experience, that you don't always want to read about someone else's pregnancy.
Plus, I'm also terrified that I will lose this baby as well. Can you blame me - up until now I'm oh for one for successful pregnancies.
I'm not sure if I will 100% accept this pregnancy as being real until I can either see the heartbeat on an ultrasound or hear it. Preferably both.
Until then I'm in blogger limbo. I hope that you will all stick around and see me through these times. I also hope that you will all be joining me in getting your long-awaited and much deserved BFP!